As from the title you may realise that I'm having a quandary. I smoke, I drink and I eat all the foods that your not supposed to. So why the hell do they feel and taste so good? (Now I'm no drug addict, well appart from the smoking, just so you all know I'm not some crazy crack head.)
Take smoking, it seriously harms your health and others around you. But I still do it, I hate that I do it but I also love it. So not only am I harming my self, leaving me open to all hell of cancers, I'm proactivly doing it to others! Does that make me a suicidal murderer? I just don't know.
But its so hard to quit, I'm sat here fag in hand, looking at the health warning thinking this is it, my last one I swear. I even bought a box of gum to help me quit. But the downside of that is the gum don't work on its own. No you need will power too. Will power!! I don't have enough of that to counter act my addiction gremlins.
Maybe if they make it illeagal, they've already banned it in public places, that would make me stop.(Them being the government. Imagine that, drug dealers selling ciggeretts instead of cocaine, on street corners. Nah never would happen. They'd never make it illeagal theres too much tax on it, they'd lose to much money,then the country would really fall into recession.
Look at me I'm justifing my addiction! Becasue I smoke the government get enough money the fund the failing NHS, there justified. I am a crack head!! I think I should just get hypnotised to stop smoking, or get some back bone, and quit gaddamn it!
I enjoy Guiness, and other bitters, I like to think of myself as a connoisseur of the great pint. No still no drinking problem, ok so my breafast involves a bowl full of Guiness, but I do not have a problem. The drink makes me able to function normally. And thats bad for you!?!
No seriously I don't even drink that much, but I probably drink enough to kill of a few brain cells and damage my liver.
Don't even get me started on junk food, ok so I got myself started but hey. Now, junk food that does taste good. Ok so Im in the shop and I have a choice, chocolate bar or apple. So I go for the fruit and nut chocolate bar, just as bad, but it has one of my five a day! Or possibly two, is a nut a fruit or vegetable? I know it niether haha. (my boyfriend just read it over my shoulder and corrected me) If they made junk food, actually taste like junk, then maybe the obesisty problem this country has, will go away. Then the companies will go out of business, there would be high unemployment, then the country would be in a recession, oh wait aren't we already in one? I'm going of on another tangent, I'll save that one for later...
So now Im gonna quit smoking, stop drinking and eat lots of fruit. Right now, (as she lights up, and eats a take away pizza, with a can of guiness), ok maybe tomorro, or maybe I'll do all the bad things in moderation....
Ta Muchly
