Oh my god, I really hate my job, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!!!!! Arggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! Don't worry this isn't going to be one of those'I hate my job but I can't be bothered to do anything about it so I'll just complain all the time about it' thingys. I am proactivly looking and aplying and hoping that one day I'll get out of there.

I currently work in a bank, and when I first started I really ejoyed my job. The sales targets were atainable, I felt like I was helping people and it wasn't even that stresful. But now, the targets are rediculously high. And in the current financial climate, how am I supposed to get people to take out loans if our interest rates are high? Its not only high interest rates, the bank wont approve anyone for a loan. And on top of that, noone wants a loan because were heading for a recession, and everyone is tightening up their purse strings. But oh no thats no excuse, appartently we're supposed to pull customers out of thin are, or start to employ hard selling tact ticks, and start marketing customers who have oppted out of marketing.

Maybe I should become a whistle blower, shop them to the Financial Services Athority? No, I think I could sell them to the papers, make a quick buck. Probably not a good idea.

And another thing, I hate my manager, shes all 'I like a happy office, with everyone chatting' But only she can chat and laugh (redicullously loud), as soon as anyone else starts having a bit of fun, shes like 'why aren't you working, what are you doing, do this, do that....). She takes an hour and a half lunch breaks, books time off the day before, and goes home early cause shes got a kid in nursery and she has to pick her up. Fair enough, shes got a baby, but its doesn't cost her any extra, to leave the kid there an extra half an hour. Belive me I know, cause my friends got a baby in the same nursery. She doesn't do any work and spends alday on the internet looking at e-bay, and talking to her friends on the phone.

God I hate that woman, and its probably all over exagerrated by myself, cause its probably down to a personality clash. I'm big enough to admit that. See what a nice person I am. I'm so nice I tell her to her face, and heres the best thing, she thinks I'm joking! Hahaha the jokes on her. So now you know, that I'm not a two-faced back stabbing bitch. But I don't know what is worse, somone who tells you what they think of you, or blissfull igronance?

God it feels good to get that off my chest, ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

So I'm looking for a new job, and that is why. I don't know what I wanna do. Ive only had two jobs in the last seven years, one lasting three the other I'm sadly still in. One was catering, and the other, well see above. I only have my GCSEs and three As levels. Didn't finish them cause I had the oppertunity to move in with my boyfriend, which envolved moving from Birmingham to Banbury, which I do not regret. I think should do an evening cousre. Yeah thats a good idea. I could better my career prospects though education, cause alot of the jobs I think I would be good at I haven't got the right qualifications.

Hell yeah, Im gonna doit, I'll google it and get a qualification. Hey, this blogging stuffs quite good. I get all the shit off my chest and get left with the good shit.

Well Im gonna go get an education, 'to the school bus!' so well yeah....

Ta Muchly